Under Pouring Thoughts

Why have we ever invented an umbrella? What for? Rain won't hurt, sun won't kill if you just go under the cover. Humans long ago should think about making another type of umbrella. The one that protects you from pouring thoughts. You will say, what are then drugs and alcohol for if not to prevent you from over thinking. Will they really do the job? How long can you stay high? What happens when you get down? To get out of an oblivion and be a victim to razor sharp thoughts that are in ambush. The umbrellas would do if only they would have been invented. Meanwhile, there is no hiding place from your thoughts. Ceaselessly dropping down on you one by one. "Where are we? What are we? Who are we?" Have you heard that Muse song? It plays in my mind, no umbrella to block it. Today I am angry. I will blame everything on governments, not humans. Today I have a mercy, I will assume this crisis is not originating from our actions but our instincts. Today I will cling on to the bits of hope that things will be put back together naturally. I put the earth next to me on a dirty floor and sit beside. I need a rest, five minutes, ten minutes, an hour. Then I will take you back on my shoulders again and carry you around the sun.  

Borders

Stand up and step out of your comfort zone,
Sit down and think you can not,
Up and running,
Down and drowning,
Break the chains,
Fasten the belt,
Scream yourself to unknown,
Brace yourself to shush,
Countdown and jump,
Lean back and sulk,
Play with yourself,
Those invisible borders,
Erase and draw, draw and erase,
Wage a war, make peace,
Like an ant inside of an ink circle,
You think you are trapped,
Well, you only think!

Extemporaneously

Anything more thrilling than a blank paper? Take one and look at it. You are what you think when you stare at the blank space! I have been lost and recovered recently from excitements of different kinds. Yet when pulling myself out of the sea of torments I decided to face the blank space. To my excitement, I started typing the very sentences that you are reading at the moment. Through those lines you are looking right into my eyes and beyond. "What a sunny day!" I will lie to you in the midst of a foggy morning. My heart will pump out while I will open the imaginary letter from a secret friend and read how I can fascinate someone in this world. Can I? The bell! Please, let me be positive. Let me pull a kitty out of a hat and sing for a rainbow. Let me touch the wave of a sun and feel the beam of a sea. Let me be me. I am so tired. Are you not? Take my hand. Let's entwine our fingers in an endless lock. How to get out of a maze without facing a Minotaur? To be an absurdity, not in it. To fall into lines. Silence the whispers. Secretly giggling. Away, away, away into centuries. Future, not past. Break the ice, break uncertainties. Understand. Read. Minds. Twirl and be gone.